Ak

you're the only one i put in my life.i never need anyone else like i need you.i really love you and i'll be forever loving you.you're my breath.you're my life.i cant describe this feeling here but i'm very sure its indelible.i love you.



deeply loving you,
-AK-

the return

dear readers,
sorry 4 not updating my blog 4 such a long time.
recently i've something ore important 2 catch up
which determines my life,
i was running,speeding,drift n do evrything i can,
to reach to that golden of our's,
yes,our's..
its a full of dreams n hopes,
n i'm working it out,
n i know it is the only mattert that i'm looking forward,
the most imortant thing 4 me rite now n forever,
so dear readers,will catch u guys later k,
will make a come back soon,
see ya!

HORRIBLE ASSINGMENT.HURM

firstly,i would like to appologize..a millions of appologize cz dh lama x tulis blog..terlampau buzy..hehe
as u all know..sy diberi satu mission yg sgt penting..yes the so called horrible assingment..assingment yg membuatkan sy bekejar ke sana dan ke sini untuk membina reputasi yang baik ..haha..its the bio assingment that i'm talking about..sehari sbelum kami menghantar "kerja" nie ..a lot of things came up..video x bole masuk la..komputer x bole baca la..memangla komputer x bole baca..kena la hantar peg sek dulu. baru bole belajar membace..then komputer x bole mengeja la..mewarna la..melukis la..menaip la..haih..then ade plak masalah hilang document la..hilang information la..haih..dah mcm bank je..kena rompak..haha..dan disebabkan masalh2 yg timbul..konflik antara manusia turut timbul..ahli2 kumpulan,seorang demi seorang mengundur diri dan menyepi..tinggallah dua org makhluk yg bertungkus lumus menyiapkan kerja "KUMPULAN" ..tepat jam 10 mlm kami berdua berlari ke blok atas bukit di mana cyber cafe terletak semata2 untuk burn CD..baik2 dh merancang untuk menunaikan terawih..kena cancel just sebab kerja "kumpulan" nie..hurmm..ape pun thanked god that evrything completed well n successfully received by Pn.Syuriza,our bio tutor lecturer..hope u like it teacher..and thanks 4 all the cooperation n team work (kalo ade) guys..adios..!

YOU

everybody is after me..but the only one i want is YOU.yes, i want YOU!!

THINGS TO BE DONE IN TWO WEEKS TIME.

since i'm having a term break for two weeks so i guess i'll be having a few hours just for myself as i've spent most of it for others..hehe..well i just hope that everything is smoothly done..few things to be done within this two weeks..

• Buy a new phone since the one i'm using going to be dead soon.haha..sorry didnt mean to.i'd takecare of u but it seems that u're no longer belong to me..sorry lil phone..rest in peace ok..haha..the process would be late as my dad dont really agree to buy for me..as he said"no,not at the moment.i'm v busy" yes dad.."busy"..i dont mind pun cz u're answer is expected..as usual..haha..but to buy a new one is a must! shall discuss wit mom..
• prepare something to get side income.i plan to teach people mengaji or mayb tuition..so kpd budak2 yang memerlukan bantuan perkhidmatan pembelajaran sahaja dan bukan pengajaran silalah ke kaunter saya..hehe..
• to get my assignment done.this one is a tough one cz for this job ..we need to do animation project..yes,kalo suruh buat kartun then i dont mind..but what i need to do is to transform a few samples of virus into an animation..hurm need to install the software n stuff..to be done!!-full of craps-
• to do an advance study.so that when the time comess it would be a revision for me..bijak tak saya??haha..sangat vain..hehe..as we all know pre-U is the toughest process for the nxt one..u shall struggle so that u'll be easy when u're in U later..bak kata "semua orang" xtau la betul ke tak..haha..so every night study..but for maths will hav to think first..hahaha..yang penting bio n chem i shall get it done!!
• to settle everything that need to be settle.(private and confidential)
• to help my mom as much as i can.."dear mom,i can see the pain in ur eyes..but stay cool..i'll try my best ok.." "chill..chill" hehe..n she did ask me to create a wishing card for her student..5 setia..it was my ex-clas..sangat "rock" ..haha."will do mom :) "
• to wash my car everyday..haha..yes.. setiap hari..ini kerana mereka2 telah mengotorkan kreta sayang saya..:( sangat kesian.. :( takpe2 cik kereta lepas nie saya cantik2 kan awak ok..setiap hari.. :)
• to get myself motivated enough..i need to find all the strength back..i need to find all the confidence i had before..i need to find all the patience i had before for the unexpected contingency.".dear god..return me my strenght that i had before..dear god,alwiz keep me in ur lane..save me from everything that could harm me."

• last but not least is to spent more time wit u..yes, u my dear..my someone..n my everything..will try my best ok.. :)

so..pls pray that i can get all the stuff done within this two weeks..thank you for all ur support..whatever it is i'll try my best to strive for the perfection..yeah..insyaAllah..i believe that HE knows the best for my life..

today would be yesterday and tomorrow will be today.

today..we stand up here..
leaving the life to the maximum..
tomorrow..we may need to secure..
the right choice of the column..

today..we endeavour in finding something..
grabbing all the possible chance we could ever had..
tomorrow..we may need to search anything..
just to make us feel glad..

today..we run for the truth..
leaving all the others behind or away..
tomorrow..we may need to walk in between..
aiming from being astray..

today..we're fed with desires..
and without any contradiction ..we act towards it..
tomorrow..we may need to keep some..
to strive for the perfection of others..

YA ALLAH

Ya Allah Ya tuhanku..
hambamu merindukan..
rahmat kasih sayang-Mu..
dan jua keredhaan-Mu..
meskipun ku ulangi..
dosa noda yang menjanjikan..
azab neraka..
namun ku sedari..
keampunan -Mu tidak bertepi..
ku akui diri ini hamba yang mungkir pada janji-janji..
jadikanlah taubat ini yang sejati..
pada-Mu ilahi..
ya Allah..
ampunkanlah dosa2 ku..
Ya Allah..
redha kan lah kehidupanku..
ya Allah..
berikanlah kekuatan dan ketabahan yang pernah Kau berikan padaku..
agar aku sentiasa berada pada jalan -Mu ..