CINTA KITA

"Lagu untuk awak. :) Tenanglah di sana. Biar bertahun berlalu. Diriku masih merinduimu."

If i can just rewind the time, i'll love u more than i just could...

Inilah aku apa adanya
Yang ingin membuatmu bahagia
Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Sesempurna cintaku padamu

Ini cintaku apa adanya
Yang ingin selalu di sampingmu
Ku tahu semua tiada yg sempurna
Di bawah kolong langit ini

Jalan kita masih panjang
Ku ingin kau selalu disini

Biar cinta kita tumbuh harum mewangi
Dan dunia menjadi saksinya
Untuk apa kita membuang-buang waktu
Dengan kata kata perpisahan

Demi cinta kita aku akan menjaga
Cinta kita yg telah kita bina
Walau hari terus berganti hari lagi
Cinta kita abadi selamanya

JALAN CINTA ITU.

JALAN CINTA ITU.

Pernah sekali aku berhenti di perhentian cinta,

Titian indah itu aku jejaki,

Pernah sekali aku menjenguk pulau bahasa,

Manisnya kata itu aku rasa,

Hati ku berpaut, jiwa ku terpaut,

Ranting cinta itu seakan-akan melambai memanggil aku,

Dedaun kasih itu lembut menghembus udara cinta,

Jejari ku erat memikul bunga cinta itu,

Bahagianya, seperti aku lah tuannya,

Leka dan alpa,

Satu persatu datang meluru,

Menutup ruang kesedaranku,

Aku sibuk menggali pulau cinta ku,

Cinta sejati ku.

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Jatuh! Jatuh aku jatuh.

Sakit! Perit. Calar usahaku.

Mimpi! Mimpi ku indah.

Impian ku musnah!

Sungguh. Sungguh aku lupa!

Berlari air mataku.

Mencari ruang menyemai.

Cinta sejati ku,

Mungkin jua bukan cinta hakiki ku..

Till Then

At first,

i thought you were my falling stars. My wishing star.

Too bad. It was just too bad.

Mistake. It was a total mistake.

Till i found,

That you were an artist,

Who drew scars.

Scar. Scar.

A lot.  A deep one.

Count the tears. Its countless.

Count the sleepless night. Count the strength less day.

Count... Count...

No, you wont be there. You just wont.

Days have passed by,

And still,

I was awaked  by your lies.

Your lies... Lies...

No, you wont care. You wont.

Cause you’ve take me by loan.

Pay me cash.

End me as your trash.

Till then,

Till then,

Till then.......

enough said.

I’ve tried to sleep,

But i just couldn’t,

Cz it hurts with every single heartbeat.

I don’t know.

I never felt something like this before.

Cz it hurts with every single breath of mine.

And i know u wouldn’t mind.

U’ve got all that u want.

No, i still cant.

Yes, i’ve realized.

But every step of mine,

Tend to stop for a while.

Look back if u’re standing.

Cz it hurts with every single smile.

No, its not the tears.

No, its not the fears.

I don’t know.

Words are words.

And i guess u didn’t even pencil in.

Cz its ur pride u’re paying.

fahami erti ini.

tak, bukan aku  memaksa.
bukan juga aku mahu meminta.
cuma aku berharap.
berharap dan selalu berharap.
agar kau benar-benar mengerti.
erti kata ku.
maksud sebenar luahanku.
secebis janji yg pernah kau tabur.
jika dapat ku rasa.
cukup bagi diriku melangkah jauh.
aku tahu kini engkau berdua.
dan pintaku satu.
semoga kau menjaga dirinya.
sepenuh jiwamu.
dia juga seperti ku.
mahu disayangi. ingin di kasihi.
pintaku lagi. jangan pernah kau sakiti lagi.
cinta dan penantiannya yg sejati.
dan ku mahu kau tahu sesuatu.
segala yang pernah terjadi.
kan selalu tersemadi.
cukup jika kau benar-benar mengerti dan memahami.
potret jiwaku ini.
kerna di sebalik penitian ku ini,
kau kan selalu ku layari.

wrote me back.

surprised me with your lies,
hurt me with your smiles,
and there u're laughing, hanging and enjoying.
didn't even noticed me standing here, still.
begging for the answers.
wishing for the single word.
and no, u wont come.
no, u wouldnt care.
is it a rough heart, or is it a cold one.
cause it seems making me froze and cant breathe.
cause i wonder enough.
how do we make things done.
when all u did was lifting things up ease.
so how do we conclude?
or maybe u've just shut down.

so called moment

remember when time brought our eyes together?

it was a priceless moment.

remember when time get the hearts pounder?

it was a smile.

and everything seems to be nice.

every moment spent are beautiful.

and it was when we're living in the fantasy.

that we ignore the reality.

we created the dream.

we lived.

and we start the world.

we lived.

we walked. we run. we slept. we stun.

and till time brought us back.

remember the tears?

remember the silence?

remember?

we forget about those promises.

and we draw lies.

and we've no clue if ever time will heal.

it is us who feel.

and if ever time heals, but what if the pain stay still?