Sunday, April 19, 2009


Today daddy fulfill his promisses to us ..hehe...actually he supposed to bring us "kai-kai"(jalan2)..haha yesterday(saturday) but mcm biasa la tak today he made's alwiz been like that..when it came to saturday he will say"ok hari nie kite peg jln2" tap mesti x jadi..n we will go on the next day..bole dikatakan setiap sabtu mcm today we went to bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad cz athirah need to snap a few picures 4 her dh alang-alang snap photos kitaorang pun skali la..haha..then we head to PWTC..BOOK FAIR!!!!hehe..the place were soooooooooooooo crowded that we cant even breath..haha..bak kata athirah"haih..x bole nafas aku.."haha..ermm daddy,aiman,aleeya,arrazi x they were like jalan2 dekat the only me n tra je yg peg shopping buku..haha..we bought 5 books..wahaha..tra bought 4 n one is enough for me..aku bukan mcm ko tra..ulat buku..hahaha..after spending one hour there..we then head to daddy's place..b4 that peg beli baju dulu..haha..dh beli la..peluang ma..haha..daddy called dia kat."tunggu situ..ayah datang"we were like "ermm??wat pe??"guess what??daddy pun shopping..haha..he was like.."qla..yang nie x nak??" "tra..yg ni bagus,cantik"haha..ayah kalo beli barang memang mcm 2..kalo bole sume dia suruh beli..even if we said"nak buat ape?bukan pakai pun nant" n he will say"xpe..simpan..mane tau nant2 nk pakai.."haha..ok daddy.. :) ermm he also bought pants 4 him n nak beli kasut tap x de saiz..haha..xpela daddy nant kite peg tempat lain ye..haha..erm around 1.30 we went back like daddy is alwiz free on sunday..wahahaha..thnx v much daddy!!


Friday, April 17, 2009


i can never tell u how much i luv u..
i can never show u how much i care for u..
i can never tell how much i miss u..
i can never show how much i need u..
i can never tell how long i've been waiting for u..
i can never show how many tears of mine just for u..
i can never..i can never..and ever..

i may look deceptively..
i may be innocent..
i may not be serious..
i may be smug..
but i'm totally stuck!!
stuck in every way that exist..
stuck in every moment that chases..
after me,myself and i..

i tried to explain everything in every way that i can..
i tried hardly..
i tried hardly..
i tried hardly..
but it seems to end vaguely..

everything that happened was imperceptibly..
i had neither ask nor pray for it..
never ..never..and never..

i can never ignore it nor throw it away..
although i want it to happen that way..

but how shall i continue within it?
how shall i ?
how shall i?
how shall i?

to tell u the truth..
how could i would?
to tell u every single thing..
what would u think?


Should i cry?
or should i laugh?

Should i go?
or should i stay?

Should i smile?
or should i just sigh?

Should i follow?
or should i make my own way?

Should i remember?
or should i just forget everything?

Should i keep it?
or should i just throw it?

Should i continue?
or should i just get a new one?

Should i leave?
or should i wait?

the way itself is impassed..
where is or are the sign/signs??
i don't see any..
should i or shouldn't i??
for this unconditional life,favourable love,and wonderful mankind..

p/s:i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo missing u arwah fad!!(ya Allah berikan lah aku kekuatan..)

Sunday, April 12, 2009



i'm not back yet..huhu..em v v v sorry for not updating the blog for like 1 month..hehe..i was toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo busy not with the worksssssssssssssssssssssss but wit the mattersssssssssssssssssssssssssss which i need to settle immediately..hurmm wonder when it will like to all the bloggers n my followers(",) be patient..hehe..i'll be back ASAP..i hope u guys akn bnyk la akibatnye kalo dh berkawan baik dgn perdana menteri..i pun dpt jawatan PM GAK..which is pengurus will c u guys later..!!!

p/s:to kaera..i'm v v v v v v sorry..u'll understand one day..thnx v v v v much 4 evrything!!i promise i'll pay back d time!!