enough said.

I’ve tried to sleep,

But i just couldn’t,

Cz it hurts with every single heartbeat.

I don’t know.

I never felt something like this before.

Cz it hurts with every single breath of mine.

And i know u wouldn’t mind.

U’ve got all that u want.

No, i still cant.

Yes, i’ve realized.

But every step of mine,

Tend to stop for a while.

Look back if u’re standing.

Cz it hurts with every single smile.

No, its not the tears.

No, its not the fears.

I don’t know.

Words are words.

And i guess u didn’t even pencil in.

Cz its ur pride u’re paying.

fahami erti ini.

tak, bukan aku  memaksa.
bukan juga aku mahu meminta.
cuma aku berharap.
berharap dan selalu berharap.
agar kau benar-benar mengerti.
erti kata ku.
maksud sebenar luahanku.
secebis janji yg pernah kau tabur.
jika dapat ku rasa.
cukup bagi diriku melangkah jauh.
aku tahu kini engkau berdua.
dan pintaku satu.
semoga kau menjaga dirinya.
sepenuh jiwamu.
dia juga seperti ku.
mahu disayangi. ingin di kasihi.
pintaku lagi. jangan pernah kau sakiti lagi.
cinta dan penantiannya yg sejati.
dan ku mahu kau tahu sesuatu.
segala yang pernah terjadi.
kan selalu tersemadi.
cukup jika kau benar-benar mengerti dan memahami.
potret jiwaku ini.
kerna di sebalik penitian ku ini,
kau kan selalu ku layari.

wrote me back.

surprised me with your lies,
hurt me with your smiles,
and there u're laughing, hanging and enjoying.
didn't even noticed me standing here, still.
begging for the answers.
wishing for the single word.
and no, u wont come.
no, u wouldnt care.
is it a rough heart, or is it a cold one.
cause it seems making me froze and cant breathe.
cause i wonder enough.
how do we make things done.
when all u did was lifting things up ease.
so how do we conclude?
or maybe u've just shut down.

so called moment

remember when time brought our eyes together?

it was a priceless moment.

remember when time get the hearts pounder?

it was a smile.

and everything seems to be nice.

every moment spent are beautiful.

and it was when we're living in the fantasy.

that we ignore the reality.

we created the dream.

we lived.

and we start the world.

we lived.

we walked. we run. we slept. we stun.

and till time brought us back.

remember the tears?

remember the silence?

remember?

we forget about those promises.

and we draw lies.

and we've no clue if ever time will heal.

it is us who feel.

and if ever time heals, but what if the pain stay still?