SAD BUT YET HAPPY.

TODAY WAS A SAD DAY FOR ME ..from now onwards i had to live without their laughter..no more cute expressions..no more adorable actions and no more funny2 things that i can never get from outside..it only exist in their period..so far i had never seen the same case happen to growing teenagers..hehe..today..i had to leave them walaupun berat hati nk tinggalkan mereka..hurmm..today tamat sudah tempoh perkhidmatan saya sebagai guru tadika..haha...actually my contract is untill end of may..tap disebabkan masalah2 yg tak dapat dielakkan..terpaksalah buat short notice of resignation ..haha..erm i'm soooooooooooooooo gonna miss those kids la..haih..they are soooooooooooooo cute and adorable sgt2.hak3..seriously all their characters makes u feel guilty to scold them and at last u end with laughing together with them..hahahaha..ermm so like today memandangkan last day..i quickly habiskan my last teaching..then snap a few pics 4 d memories..nant kalo stress bole tgk all those pics..terubat cket...haha..but yet i'm happy too bcz i had a new experience in my life..suka sgt buat koleksi "pengalaman hidup' hey bukan senang taw nk dpt pengalaman..i mean like yes evrybody will hav their own xperience..tap bukan sume pengalaman yg kite dpt 2 betul2 pengalaman..it might b just a waste one..nk dapat pengalaman hidup sama la mcm kite nk amik xam..kena bace buku..then berani untuk menghadapi segala risiko..then kalo terjatuh semangat untuk bangun balik dan meneruskan strategi untuk berjaya..hahaha..craps.!!hak3..yes i had a v enjoyable moments with them n i gain a lot during my short service..haha..yeah!!

IS IT POSSIBLE TO MAKE IT DONE??

When u had got the title"lepasan spm" there's tooo many to settle down especially bout the UPU stuff..hurmm i thought when we had finished writing the last paper of SPM we could just shout n yelled n enjoy our next life..but things turn out the other way..i lupa yang ade pepatah mengatakan.."semakin kite membesar semakin banyak tanggungjawab yang akan dipikul"haha..ok back to d story..erm while keep proceeding wit my "kerjaya sementara" (hehe) i still think bout what i'm goin to hav 4 my further study..hurmm after 100 times discussion wit mostly my dad ..he finally registered me under the fast track intake of medicine studies..according to Mr.Alex..i'm a fresh student that will face a very tought time ..but my dad bole ckp "owh xpe..she can pick up" and i was like"Ya Allah ayah ingat nie main kutip2 bola ke??" haha..seriously...but nothing i can do selain menurut perintah..so like Mr.Alex ckp.."its ok if she can pass the xam n u'll get the place.." n my dad terus cakap "ok deal sir" but 4 me.."xam??? what exam??"
and Mr.Alex with his innocent smile said that " its a pre-medic test ..stpm standard"
straight away i was like"huh??stpm??but i didnt learn anything yet ??"
Mr.Alex dengan tenangnye menjawab "xpe..as long as u memorize all the answers in this 4 books everything will be fine"
i take a look at those books..kinda hard 4 me but i'll try my best la..haih..tap kadang2 rasa mcm tak mampu owh..hurmm but whatever it is..i want it!!c how la..haha..trying to make everything possible ..(",)

SELAMAT TINGGAL SAYANG

Awak selalu teman saya ..Awak selalu ade bersama saya..Awak je yg selalu dengar setiap kata2 hati saya..kan??terima kasih awak..setiap hari kalo saya rasa sedih..kalo saya rasa keseorangan dan bila saya rasa saya perlukan teman..awak selalu ade bersama saya..saya ingat lag bile kite sama-sama nyanyi lagu titanic 2 kan..i played the notes n chords while u give the beats..we spent time like every evening..then mlm2 kalau i feel like i need u ..u'll come n again we spent the whole night together..u alwiz give me ur heart to know everything..terima kasih awak..tap satu hari awak dh tak ade..saya cuba cari..tap awak tak muncul2 pun..saya cari awak merata-rata tap still tak muncul jugak..then bila saya tanye ayah saya..dia ckp awak dh xde..awak kena panah petir..hurmmmmm so sekarang saya xtau nk ckp ngan sape dh..sape nk menyanyi dengan saya..hurmmm xpe awak..saya akan cuba rawat awak ok..ayah kata dia akan dapatkan yg baru tap saya xnak..saya akan cuba rawat awak ok..awak bersabar ye...mungkin mengambil mase yang lame..

DADDY ON SUNDAY.

Today daddy fulfill his promisses to us ..hehe...actually he supposed to bring us "kai-kai"(jalan2)..haha yesterday(saturday) but mcm biasa la tak jadi..haha..so today he made it..haha..tahniah2..hak3..it's alwiz been like that..when it came to saturday he will say"ok hari nie kite peg jln2" tap mesti x jadi..n we will go on the next day..bole dikatakan setiap sabtu mcm 2..haha..so today we went to bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad cz athirah need to snap a few picures 4 her KST..so dh alang-alang snap photos kitaorang pun skali la..haha..then we head to PWTC..BOOK FAIR!!!!hehe..the place were soooooooooooooo crowded that we cant even breath..haha..bak kata athirah"haih..x bole nafas aku.."haha..ermm daddy,aiman,aleeya,arrazi x ikut..so they were like jalan2 dekat the mall..so only me n tra je yg peg shopping buku..haha..we bought 5 books..wahaha..tra bought 4 n one is enough for me..aku bukan mcm ko tra..ulat buku..hahaha..after spending one hour there..we then head to daddy's place..b4 that peg beli baju dulu..haha..dh sale..so beli la..peluang ma..haha..daddy called dia kat."tunggu situ..ayah datang"we were like "ermm??wat pe??"guess what??daddy pun shopping..haha..he was like.."qla..yang nie x nak??" "tra..yg ni bagus,cantik"haha..ayah kalo beli barang memang mcm 2..kalo bole sume dia suruh beli..even if we said"nak buat ape?bukan pakai pun nant" n he will say"xpe..simpan..mane tau nant2 nk pakai.."haha..ok daddy.. :) ermm he also bought pants 4 him n nak beli kasut tap x de saiz..haha..xpela daddy nant kite peg tempat lain ye..haha..erm around 1.30 we went back home..wahaha..so like daddy is alwiz free on sunday..wahahaha..thnx v much daddy!!



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FOR U

i can never tell u how much i luv u..
i can never show u how much i care for u..
i can never tell how much i miss u..
i can never show how much i need u..
i can never tell how long i've been waiting for u..
i can never show how many tears of mine just for u..
i can never..i can never..and ever..

i may look deceptively..
i may be innocent..
i may not be serious..
i may be smug..

but i'm totally stuck!!
stuck in every way that exist..
stuck in every moment that chases..
after me,myself and i..

i tried to explain everything in every way that i can..
i tried hardly..
i tried hardly..
i tried hardly..
but it seems to end vaguely..

everything that happened was imperceptibly..
i had neither ask nor pray for it..
never ..never..and never..

i can never ignore it nor throw it away..
although i want it to happen that way..

but how shall i continue within it?
how shall i ?
how shall i?
how shall i?

to tell u the truth..
how could i would?
to tell u every single thing..
what would u think?

CONTINGENCY

Should i cry?
or should i laugh?

Should i go?
or should i stay?

Should i smile?
or should i just sigh?

Should i follow?
or should i make my own way?

Should i remember?
or should i just forget everything?

Should i keep it?
or should i just throw it?

Should i continue?
or should i just get a new one?

Should i leave?
or should i wait?

the way itself is impassed..
where is or are the sign/signs??
i don't see any..
should i or shouldn't i??
for this unconditional life,favourable love,and wonderful mankind..

p/s:i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo missing u arwah fad!!(ya Allah berikan lah aku kekuatan..)

REALLY NEED TIME!!

HEY THERE..


i'm not back yet..huhu..em v v v sorry for not updating the blog for like 1 month..hehe..i was toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo busy not with the worksssssssssssssssssssssss but wit the mattersssssssssssssssssssssssssss which i need to settle immediately..hurmm wonder when it will end..huhu..so like to all the bloggers n my followers(",) be patient..hehe..i'll be back ASAP..i hope u guys akn bnyk bersabar..ni la akibatnye kalo dh berkawan baik dgn perdana menteri..i pun dpt jawatan PM GAK..which is pengurus masalah..wahahaha..so will c u guys later..!!!


p/s:to kaera..i'm v v v v v v sorry..u'll understand one day..thnx v v v v much 4 evrything!!i promise i'll pay back d time!!